Heya Aspiring Gurus!
Do we millennials even say this anymore? Yes, you have heard it here, folks. I am finally telling you all that I am 9 weeks and three days pregnant. I have been ill from morning sickness, which for me occurs in the evening. It makes me not want to blog or really do much of anything. This is why I have been only uploading two posts a week. I really do not have the energy for more. I have been told that morning sickness peeks at the nine to twelve week, so I still have three weeks of being sick to go. It has made me a bit lazy and I have gained almost 7lbs. I am supposed to gain 10lbs for each trimester. Honestly, my stomach isn’t all that puffy. The extra weight went all to my boobs and but. I am not joking. My boobs have doubled in size already. I really like that part. lol.
Sorry to Jen for not sending out your book from the giveaway! Morning sickness hit right about then and my dad kept putting it in the mail without postage! It will be mailed tomorrow and you will hopefully get it by the end of the week. Umm…what else??? If you have any questions for me, you can ask them. Don’t be scared. This is my first and probably only baby. I’m not even sure if I’m really ready for this, but I’m not going to abort. I believe that abortion is for really young girls, rape victims, and for severely deformed fetus that have no chance of survival. Also still borns. This is just what I believe, so please don’t attack me for my views. I am pro-choice for every woman out there. I believe you have the right to choose what happens to your body. But I got myself into this mess and it is only just to go through it.
I think I am mentally ready for a baby, but there are just so many doubts. You know? I am trying to look for a bigger apartment in a safer neighborhood, until I can afford a down payment on a house. I think in 5 years I could buy a house, but for now, I need a bigger/safer place to live. I found one place with a huge living room and a nice sized bedroom. It has a nice yard and porch as well. It is hard to afford a two bedroom with me and my disabled father. The living room basically also becomes his bedroom at night, but he doesn’t mind. I’m so glad to have such a supportive parent. I feel so lucky to have the people in my life that I do. Thanks for listening!