This has been a very trying year for me after going so great for a few months. I am no longer getting married. I am no longer engaged. I am now single. I am a single mom. So, I hope this explains my absence. I will post when I have the time and energy. I need to focus on my son and healing for now. I also am doing a college class as well, because I’m not gonna let a man put off my dreams. I was in a toxic and abusive relationship. It took me a while with my therapist to figure it out and then come to terms with it. My ex said a lot of hurtful things to me that our relationship just couldn’t come back from. I wish him nothing but peace and healing. I need my space though. It’s still so raw.
That is all.
4 thoughts on “NYE Goal: Last Check In”
Im so sorry that things have fallen thru but know that one day you will look back and see how strong you are being right now!
Yes, stay in school and take care of you and yours!
Thank you! I have a whole lot of support, so I know that I will make it through this difficult time. I’m heartbroken, but this isn’t the first time. 2 ex fiance’s. Marriage might not be in the cards for me after all. lol. Gonna take this next year for me and my son. I might move to WA next year if my cousin buys a house. She’s like a sister to me. ❤
Ive been married. Its not all they make it out to be.
I have a cousin who lives in Marysville. She loves it out there.
I think it was finally my wakeup call to focus on myself and my son. Stop chasing after a fairytale. I’m going to wait for the right man to find me or be single for the rest of my life. I’m finally at the point in my life where I need to be alone and I need to be happy. No dating until Aug 2023. Time for a new blog series regarding that concept. lol